No matter what happened between us, or how long its been since we last talked, I still care, I wanna know you’re doing and feeling. I don’t stalk you but just enough to know you’re okay because you’re still that person I miss and the person who will always be in my heart.
why do i get in these moods. I feel so depressed but I have no reason to be. I’ve always been like this and I still can’t quite figure out why.
You were one of my bestfriends. You men everything to me. But what you did hurt me so bad. Blowing me off, screwing me over or whatever you want to call it. I was so excited for our plans. We’ve been talking about it for years. Then you choose her over me. I feel like I’ve been replaced. Everything we use to do you know do with her. You’ve complete forgot about me. I mean nothing to you. You knew me better than anyone else, you understood me the best and ill never be able to repalce that. But then again you’ve hurt me so many times. I tired to be such a good friend. I tired to be there for you and try to motiviate you and be a best friend. Im just so confused at this point now you blocked me off faceboook and i guess this is goodbye for good. I can’t quite make up my mind if its for the best or not. I have so many thoughts and questions running thur my head. I never tired to put anyone before you and im sorry it came off that way. It never was my intention. I know you probably won’t see this but i needed to get it off my chest.